hearty talk
no more hand to hold after every nightmare
no more wrestling early in the morning
or late at night
no more wishful thinking
or embarrased-cant-hide-my-smiles smile
no more supplementary card applications
no more drawer full of stuff
or toiletries
no more foursome pillows
no more crying
or shaking head
no more holding my breath everytime u600 rings
no more looking forward to
no more tearing apart
no more dreaming and waking up differences
no more luggages
no more one ft christmas tree
no more singing oldies in e car
no more drags
no more pair-s of shoes in the doorway
no more small-girl-talk
no more babysteps
no more you.
i dont want. but i have to.
and i know im stubborn as hell
whenilove,ilove.whenileave,ileave.
bu yao hui lai le. hao ma.
*otherhalf, whom i will always nv fall out with.
