Never again.

neveragainamigonnamakeyoufeelthisway.idolysm. how did the rose ever open its heart and give to this world all its beauty? it felt the encouragement of light against its being otherwise, we all remain too frightened.

i miss being studded

i Had it all

you frightened me.                                        i nv fails to angered you. with your tenderness,                                   i wished i kissed you. with your anger,                                            i cant believed its happening. with your smiles,                                           i envy her. with your willingness,                                   i never dreamt that you would with your words,                                           i read and reread all over again. with your stares,                                           i wish you’d see me. [...]

the B est i ever had

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3QQnj3svjs

Happy birthday Dajie :)

thaiexpressatlast

towhoeveriforgot-foramoment

i had so much fun laughing at dino and han

Still..

My paramount is still you

Most.

Let time freeze. For this very moment,I have Love the most, hurt the most,cried the most, had and lost the One i long most.I have found my Zahir. Until one morning i will wake up and find i’m thinking about something else,and then i’ll know the worst is over. My heart might be bruised,but it [...]

it was then and there did i realise, what tears of…

it was then and there did i realise,what tears of joy really meant. i am so blessed.Blockhead, blockhead!

in the midst of black and white

i laugh and laugh till my stomach hurts (= but i love it! nope, my life aint just black and white. yup, you brought colours to my life. my fear – to lose you forever, and if that is what happens, if i’ve already lost him, i will at least gained one very happy day [...]

capture the beautiful moments

as i browse through the peektures. i am amazed by you. you are the sweetest and i truly am blessed.at this very moment, i don’t know how it begin // end. how long its gonna last, or how far it’ll go.but i do know,ilysm.

Thank you love

guess who’s back?

guess who’s back?

only you

i woke up today, and i smile to myself. i looked at the sky, and i smile myself s i l l y.i looked at the n u m b e r on my whiteboard,my silly g r i n came back. i close my eyes, and i see y o u.

i own my smiles.

Shout it out. Let it out! -i just love crying myself silly watching alotlikelove for e million times!i just love my drawer full of postcards!i just love my hundred bucks of memory!i just love my departmental-store-arrangement-wardrobe!i just love my Gucci obsession!i just love my sushis and that greeny!i just love it strapless. hahas!i just love [...]

THIS side of me

Loosing Grip. – Why should i care? He started wearing white. Happyadvancebirthday. My latte and my book. Coffee by the side. Allow me my space, to daydream and get lost in the crowd. prezoukismwlonglostliannie. who nv fails to be there. imiss!xoampbear.

days grew longer

It’s late again, You’re asleep in bed, How I wish I were there beside you. To stroke your cheek Would leave me weak, A kiss would be ecstasy. That Year Seems so far away, I’ve known you for eternity. Your caring eyes,Your sweetest smile, I cannot live without you. A smell, a taste,I seem to [...]

Happy daddys day

delicated to my dearest papa (ah bird!) hehs*** A note from TT: Dear papa,come back soon! i miss you! and i miss being bite in the face! and mini TT needs a name! hurry back! a note from !:i miss you still. Loves, TT and !

nightmares.

* ihadanightmareiwokeupwaheartache.sobadithotimdead

my pack in white suits

white suits – i love them so much im afraid im gonna loose them. im attached to them.mine and mine alone. im that selfish. im that possesive. thank you all for always being there for me. loving me. i only want the pack to myself. strictly no sharing! (= *”without him its like my hearts [...]

my SIMi-es

the 97 hits

i got all emosy and drench a good few tis.BA! guess the lost of G and the lost of B got me depressed.im just so random. insecure. and … im filling my heads with songs that makes you go dancing w your hands.the gates are open.Dance w the devil.