as it turn out.
BLOCKHEAD JENNY. BLOCKHEAD.
*whenyoupassmegumgum,myheartgothumpthump*
NOTHING BUT BLACK SHEEP.
can i move my house into your?
black sheep needs you. NOW.
im so loving every min. so well pack-ed! they are my everything.
rebeccaotherhalfstella 
LOVE.
: always and always and ALWAYS! Mummy JENNY* Bf
plain silly But we are loving it.
10thJune2007/Ms neo’s portfolio. Greeny monster, i am.
greatest artist, effortless beauty in her work of art. plain jane didnt quite to justice. my apology!
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I wanna you forever.
when somethings too p erfect, you wake up telling yourself “i cant believe its happening to me”, and then you start to fear. everything is so perfect, you wonder if its real. you try hard to hold on to p erfection, but often, when you grew attached to it, you lose it. P erfections never meant for you to hold on to; when you can hold on to it, then you no longer sees it.
its as if nothing has ever happened.
you are still you. me, am still me.
its as if you have never left me.
When you walk into my life, its you i see.
all else becomes nothing.
nothing is real. and i need to grasp that.
nevertheless, i pray that every second is real.
She calls me baby
then she wont call me
says she adores me
and then ignores me
(Jenny, What’s the problem?)She keeps her distance
and sits on fences
puts up resistance
and builds defenses
(Jenny, Whats the problem?)
You keep me hanging on the line
everytime you change your mind
First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we’re not moving on
we’re standing still
Jenny, you’ve got me on my knees
Jenny, It’s killing me
She needs her own space
she’s playing mind games
ends up at my place
saying that she’s changed
(Jenny, what’s the problem?)
I’m trying to read between the lines
you got me going out of my mind
First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we’re not moving on
we’re standing still
Jenny, you’ve got me on my knees
Jenny, It’s killing me
It’s killing me
Jenny
yes JENNY.
JENNY, JENNY.
peanutbuttertoastingwyou-imiss
waffledaywsimies.-ilove. thank you all for being so honest w my stupidlity, nevertheless, i loveyougurls.
my recent addiction -
to capture.
lil lamb
lerkthai dinner w fammys laugh myself silly.
mummy bought me a really demure dress, that really wow-ed daddy
they believe i will finally meet the right guy w my demure dress. hugg*
and now, my fav hokkien song:
ai tio li xin kia kia
shio tio li xin tia tia
dan shi wo bo hua to jiang kan qing xiu sua,
kua tio li ai ba leng jiu qing qiu li ai wa
an jua long beh xin tia …ai tio cai zai ya tia.
this is, my favourite hokkien song, and i heard it on air just now.
mummy knows best. i sang, w my heart.
I fought and I lost,and now I’ll just lick my wounds and leave. I suffer everyday, did you know that? I’ve been suffering for months now, trying to show you how much I Love You, how things are only important when You’re by my side. but now, whether I suffer or not, I’ve decided that enough is enough. It’s over. I’m tired. I lowered my guard and said to myself : “If the b low comes, it comes. it can lay me out on the canvas, it can knock me out cold, but one day I’ll recover.”
“You’ll find someone else.”
But will I experience all the things I experieced with You?
“You’ll experience different emotions and, you know, although you may not believe it, I Loved You while we were together.”
But that doesnt make it any the less P ainful.
ceptthefactthatyouneveroncedid.
caught the show who slept w her? w my newfoundotherhalf
things that couples do. we do too.
and we will always have each other. always and always. we just know it* thank God, we sat beside each other on the first day of school. now we are almost inseperable? mushy. hmm.. cant help it. hugg* even the toughest time will pass. Faith will keep us alive. i really enjoy mambo jumbo w you. singing our hears out when summer rain came on. w you, w tony.
its as if nothing had ever happened. i saw it coming, i jus needed to hear it. for a min, i see lights flashing, people dancing, boozing away, but i hear nothing. cept the sound of …
your voice and his smiles brought me back. thanks again, for being there.
wt, thank you. for everything. the doughnuts really really cheered me up. so much. im sorry for my randomness. who on earth crys in a harry potter movie? i know of someone.
sucha Edoit.
but ya, thanks. i guess i just needed to know. im just being humane.
like old times, we spoke of my cute guys. have a great laugh criticising and comparing. good recommendation? the mv is soooo milo he is always there for me at times like these. he is always right, when he says no, its no. when he says i shouldn be naive, he’s right too. he agrees, He is out of my league. yet its so difficult. yet its so-tearing-me-apart. why?
lone rangers back
you frightened me. i nv fails to angered you.
with your tenderness, i wished i kissed you.
with your anger, i cant believed its happening.
with your smiles, i envy her.
with your willingness, i never dreamt that you would
with your words, i read and reread all over again.
with your stares, i wish you’d see me.
with your touch, i felt safe, loved, and blessed.
with your love. i know i will never taste it.
ihaditall. itismorethanicouldaskedfor.already.
